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Chapter № 035 54:11

Down to Clown

Hi! Content warning: this episode includes discussion of teenage drug use, specific substances, and overdose. Take what you need and skip ahead if it’s not for you today.Stef …

Chapter № 034 57:17

Don’t Let Kaiser Make You Mad Dude

Welcome back to the circus 🎪This week we’re talking relationships, mental health, and the very real experience of falling in love with a man you met for 7 …

Chapter № 033 46:51

I’m a silly goose, not an idiot

This week, Stef spirals (lovingly) through a few things that aren’t sitting right—starting with turning 34 and realizing people have a lot to say about it.From why being …

Chapter № 032 45:34

Grief, But Keep It Moving

A very Friday episode.We’re talking trash TV (including Trust Me on Netflix), cult documentaries, life feeling like it’s either falling apart or falling into place (who knows), and …

Chapter № 031 48:52

How Do I Explain This to a Pit Bull?

This week, Stef unpacks the shame and stigma that still surround addiction—and why healing has never been as simple as just “turning it off.” From a yoga class …

Chapter № 030 39:34

Am I getting soft?!

This week, Stef is back in her Friday energy. After coming off a heavier episode, she checks in with herself—and you—before diving into a realization she wasn’t expecting: …

Chapter № 029 46:12

If you’re an addict, you’re still a bad bitch

Stef talks navigating addiction, to behaviors she's not proud of, unpacking what it means to feel loved only when you’re doing things “right”—this is a real-time conversation about …

Chapter № 028 49:40

TRAUMA ft. Joe Klocek

Content warning: This episode includes discussions of suicide and addiction. Please listen with care.This week, Stef sits down with comedian Joe Klocek for a conversation about the evolution …

Chapter № 027 49:10

What If I Don’t Wanna Know?

Stef spirals from a humbling yoga class (sometimes you’re a bad bitch, other days you’re not) into a bigger conversation about judgment, trauma, and why the internet is …

Chapter № 024 55:33

Care, Don’t Carry

What does it actually look like to care… without carrying everything?This episode lives in the space between burnout and self-compassion—where being deeply empathetic starts to feel heavy, and …

Chapter № 024 52:59

Silly goose business!!

This week Stef talks about what it actually means to let yourself heal, grow, and change — and the difference between wanting that and actually allowing it.From a …