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Season 2

Chapter № 035 46:55

70,000 Emotions

Stef is back on this Friday episode reflecting on a sleepless night, a much-needed therapy session, and what happens when you stop treating every difficult feeling like something …

Chapter № 034 48:43

Boundaries in hell

The boundaries are in hell this week.Stef talks about grief, vulnerability, and the strange emotional whiplash that happens when you’re trying to separate your identity from expectations that …

Chapter № 033 45:21

Sad about roadkill

Stef is back on this Friday episode to riff on the worldly impacts of mental health provider burnout, emotional exhaustion, and the strange pressure to keep functioning inside …

Chapter № 032 51:22

Sometimes I be grievin"!!

We are back baby!!This week Stef talks about losing her mom, transitions, vulnerability, and the strange pressure humans put on themselves to constantly have answers for everything. What …

Chapter № 031 50:52

The Party Within x Evan Cudworth

Stef sits down with "party coach" Evan Cudworth for a conversation about connection, addiction, loneliness, identity, and what it means to actually have fun again. What starts as …

Chapter № 030 55:48

Life is a horror movie

Life is feeling a little... horror-movie-coded this week. Stef talks about closing her private practice, burnout, risk tolerance, grief, embarrassment, and the strange identity crisis that happens when …

Chapter № 029 53:22

Not All Men

Hi! Content warning: this episode includes discussion of stalking and nonconsensual sharing of intimate content. If you’re experiencing something similar, please seek legal support if it feels safe …

Chapter № 028 57:16

Ouch Bubs!

Some episodes feel more like a conversation than a podcast, and this is one of those. Stef gets honest about mental health, shame spirals, addiction, and the strange …

Chapter № 027 1:03:29

Pent-Up Vibes & Poor Communication

This week Stef is talking pent-up vibes, poor communication, and the very real urge to absolutely lose your mind instead of just… sending the text.From a wild dressage …

Chapter № 035 54:11

Down to Clown

Hi! Content warning: this episode includes discussion of teenage drug use, specific substances, and overdose. Take what you need and skip ahead if it’s not for you today.Stef …

Chapter № 034 57:17

Don’t Let Kaiser Make You Mad Dude

Welcome back to the circus 🎪This week we’re talking relationships, mental health, and the very real experience of falling in love with a man you met for 7 …

Chapter № 033 46:51

I’m a silly goose, not an idiot

This week, Stef spirals (lovingly) through a few things that aren’t sitting right—starting with turning 34 and realizing people have a lot to say about it.From why being …