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Chapter № 032 45:34

Grief, But Keep It Moving

A very Friday episode.We’re talking trash TV (including Trust Me on Netflix), cult documentaries, life feeling like it’s either falling apart or falling into place (who knows), and …

Chapter № 031 48:52

How Do I Explain This to a Pit Bull?

This week, Stef unpacks the shame and stigma that still surround addiction—and why healing has never been as simple as just “turning it off.” From a yoga class …

Chapter № 030 39:34

Am I getting soft?!

This week, Stef is back in her Friday energy. After coming off a heavier episode, she checks in with herself—and you—before diving into a realization she wasn’t expecting: …

Chapter № 029 46:12

If you’re an addict, you’re still a bad bitch

Stef talks navigating addiction, to behaviors she's not proud of, unpacking what it means to feel loved only when you’re doing things “right”—this is a real-time conversation about …

Chapter № 028 49:40

TRAUMA ft. Joe Klocek

Content warning: This episode includes discussions of suicide and addiction. Please listen with care.This week, Stef sits down with comedian Joe Klocek for a conversation about the evolution …

Chapter № 027 49:10

What If I Don’t Wanna Know?

Stef spirals from a humbling yoga class (sometimes you’re a bad bitch, other days you’re not) into a bigger conversation about judgment, trauma, and why the internet is …

Chapter № 024 55:33

Care, Don’t Carry

What does it actually look like to care… without carrying everything?This episode lives in the space between burnout and self-compassion—where being deeply empathetic starts to feel heavy, and …

Chapter № 024 52:59

Silly goose business!!

This week Stef talks about what it actually means to let yourself heal, grow, and change — and the difference between wanting that and actually allowing it.From a …

Chapter № 023 40:43

Actually, I do have something to say

This week, Stef talks about friendship, yoga class chaos, feeling unexpectedly supported by community, and why birthdays can bring up way more grief than people realize. From hot …

Chapter № 022 57:51

The circus is back!!!!

Content note: This episode includes discussion of opioid addiction and mentions specific substances. If you're in recovery, please be mindful while listening.Stef is back in yoga after a …

Chapter № 021 58:51

cool girl down!!!

Stef is back with another week of absolutely necessary self-reflection (unfortunately triggered in public). This episode includes a roller-skating reality check, the snowboarding lore that confirms some hobbies …